Sunday, February 14, 2010

I just can't let her go


This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name


Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs

Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs


But last night when I saw her
After a long time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go!



I miss you!!

Looking back on everything,
I still remember her smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love her so.
A part of me needs her so much,
Can't seem to let her go.

Knowing I won't be able to see her,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

She was my reason for waking up,

For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without her,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,

Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see her one last time,

I'm terrified of what she may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,

There will be a brighter day.


But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Friday, May 15, 2009

Mahabs, Dream World of Tamil Arts

We thought of going to Mahabalipuram for one day trip. It’s quite near to Chennai (60 kms) and the road is quite scenic (not like Bombay-Pune highway of course) but still beautiful in its own way. So after spending the fantastic Friday at office and watching IPL matches (Thanks god, season has started again and we had a winning start this time-My team as always Chennai Super kings.), we were ready for our trip on Saturday morning.

(Amazing Gaadi - Paul's Armada Trax)

Armed with our dig cam, we started the trip by Morning 8 AM. This time we got a beautiful gaadi, nothing but Paul’s amazing Armada Trax. The parts of the road are quite beautiful, with a lovely view of the sea lined with coconut trees, casuarinas trees, fishermen’s villages, catamarans neatly arranged along, or just plain beach sand……and nothing else.


(From right to left: Vijay, Siva, Paul, Ganesh, Hari) Photo by Sai.

Every rock out there seems to tell a story, of either an unfinished ratha in the making, or a rock getting split up indicating quarrying of granite in these areas.


Mahabs, An ultimate heaven of Indian art

The rocks speak of the methods used in the ancient times to carve chariots or architectural forms out of them. Deep grooves are made into the rock surface and then the rock is split up. Either the rock is taken else where to build a structural temple or a sculpture or just left aside incase it’s an extra.

The three pathfinders?!? (From left to right: Vijay, Siva, Ganesh)

After shooting lots of pics, we had Slice and then moved toward other major attraction, which is Arjuna Penance. : It is the world's largest bas relief measuring 27m X 9m.


What to tell?? They are very photogenic!!

We rounded up the lunch with special meals and cool drinks. That was the perfect end. A must for everyone. All this for 200 bucks, totally worth its money.

A Trip to the Amusement Park

(From left to right: Priyanka, Geetha with her kid Madhav, Padma, Siva's sisi, Siva, Vijay the Terror, Sai)

We had been planning to organize a major team event since the last couple of months but kept pushing it, primarily because we wanted all of us to be present during that event. The trip started at 9 AM on a Saturday when we all assembled somewhere near the office and boarded a private gaadi (a motor vehicle that is one of the chief modes of transport across many parts of South and East India) booked for the trip by us. That was just the beginning of the fun.

The entire team bonded well during the trip (or so, I like to believe). Keep up the great work team – we will have many more such trips.

Halt Genocide, Give Peace A Chance

What we sow, what we reap. Halt Tamil Genocide in Srilanka
Stop War in Sri Lanka!! Still the WORLD can't see the plight of the TAMIL people!!! (Source: YouTube) mullivaaykaal makeshift hospital under sla shelling.